Note : I wanted to write something on LGBTQ and therefore thought would take inspiration from India’s greatest Epic Mahabharata. But in order to make sure that everyone understands this piece it is important to know about ‘Shikhandi’.
Decades have crossed, but the winds still whisper the name of Shikhandi. In Mahabharata, Shikhandi was not a glorious character like Pitamaha Bheeshma who was a symbol of sacrifice, Warrior Karna who always was a tragic hero, third Pandava Arjuna, the devotee of lord Krishna and the ultimate winner. But if the success means proving identity; then it can go through various ways and Shikhandi was one of the successful endemics in Mahabharata. Shikhandi was born a woman. But the Rishis told King Draupada, who was the father of Shikhandi, that she would one day become a man and aquire a male body. Though born a female, Shikhandi was raised as a son and was taught warfare and statecraft. She was even given a wife. And it is believed that finally Shikhandi met a Yaksha called Sthunakarna and was able to aquire his manhood. So there has always been a doubt about Shikhandi’s true identity and hence has been considered a transgender.. My today’s piece is inspired by this story of Shikhandi.
What if I am another Shikhandi….?”
End this discrimination, it hurts.
I too am Lord’s creation,
made of flesh, blood and a heart.
A disgrace to humanity ; some say I am cursed.
I think they forgot,
The same female womb- source of my birth.
Mindless youngsters mock and laugh
and play their guessing games as I walk.
“Lumps or balls? or none of the two?”
I want to ask, “what if both? what would you do?”
A form I want to fill,
But which box do I tick?
Grown sick of all these,
wish my mother had taken a pill.
Existing without any identity I lost my Self,
Woolf’s Sublime Meditation on Gender did no help.
Now to all the wise men I tell;
“Look in-between the binaries,
and go back on history.
What if I am another Shikhandi….?”
What a brilliant post!! With such a valid reference!!
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Thank you so much for liking it.. Appreciated. 😊😊
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Most welcome Sushmita 😊😊💐💐
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Interesting story and great poem! Love the painting as well.
Dwight
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Thank you so much for the appreciation…. 😊
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It’s amazing how you connected. The piece is thought provoking. You are An amazing writer.
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Thank you so much… Means a lot. 😊❤
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“I too am Lord’s creation,” – all of us are Lord’s creation. Well done.
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Yes, I feel sad about the hypocrisy of people… Also, tgank you for the appreciation. 😊
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You are welcome.
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Beautiful.
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Thank you so much… 😊
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Hope you enjoy reading my other works too…
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now m amazed… very beautifully written… will wait for more.. 😊
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Thank you so much for the appreciation… Will post soon. 😊❤
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Sushmita, your thoughts are beautiful and so well defined poetically!
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Thank you for appreciating Vandana, means a lot… ❤
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“Look in-between the binaries”
Goose bumps as I hit this line…
Loved it Sushmita… You always come up with interesting content. Keep it up ❤
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Thank you Shefali… I always look upto your comments.. 😍❤
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And I always look forward to your posts…
way to go gal… 😊
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The painting, story and the vim used in the poem match and show some kind of determination to step into the shoes of another person
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Indeed… Thank you for going through my works.
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Brilliant.All I can do is to clap for the topic and your reference sushmita.Great work
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Thank you so much…. Wish you will enjoy reading my other works too…. 😊😊
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Definitely!
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Wonderful! I am enlightened. You go girl….
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😊😍❤❤❤❤❤❤
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Sushmita, in returning to a character of Ancient India’s Mahabharata, you reveal, intentionally or not, that transgenders have been with us from the beginning of time. Yet your poem is grounded in our time: “wish my mother had taken a pill.”
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Yes, dts what I wanted to show.. that they are a part of our history.. people cannot eliminate them like aliens… they are not a new kind of impure species… they hv been a part of our rich cultural heritage… So why the hypocrisy… Thats y the Mahabharat refrnc
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Very powerful piece. If only humanity could look past dualities!
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True …. Also thank you for appreciation 😊
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You’re welcome.
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Amazing post.
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Thank you so much…
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Really you deserve huge applause for this post..
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Means a lot , thank you. Hope you will enjoy my other works too. ❤
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Certainly, I have read your other creations and they’re commendable as usual but the most substantive one is “the prostitute”…
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Thank you so much for appreciating. Glad to know that you have a favourite one too…. 😊😊😊😊😊 Honoured.
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Thank you for teaching me about this legend … fascinating and it tells me that historically many cultures were more accepting of the the many beautiful shades of humanity than we are now.
You are a very compelling writer … happy to be here 💕
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Glad you are here.. Welcome to Deliriums. I was in love with your works when I discovered your blog and really wanted to know how you would react to my works… Its great to know about your perspective.. Appreciated. ❤❤ Will look forward to your comments from now on.. 😊
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